[08.23.2012]

P A Y D A Y !

I got paid today! Wooo!

I have so many people's birthdays coming up and also ones that passed already that I needa get gifts for -.-'

Other than chilling with babe, I've been working -- Being a cashier is tiring sometimes!

Before this summer ends, I still needa go to the CNE. That's one thing on my "summer bucket list".
Annnnd other than that, I really wanna work my ass off working out. Make sense? I just realized that I need to really work out to look good for prom! WHICH IS THIS COMING YEAR. WTF? Like honestly, where did the time go! It felt like yesterday that I was just a nervous 13 year old girl starting high school. And now graduation will be this year. I really don't wanna grow up but yet I do at the same time. Can I get the best of both worlds?

*This year* I have to actually get homework done! I know that I'll just say this and probably not try, but I need to ACTUALLY make effort this time. Last year in high school. I just need to keep saying that over & over again..

Now that this will be my last year of high school, it's time to think about what I want to do with my future. It seems unrealistic that this little (well, not so-little) 17-year-old girl has to think about what she wants to do with the rest of her life right now... But, I guess this is what everyone goes through. My desire to be famous seems unrealistic at times also, but if I really want to make it work - I need to put my all into it. Putting my all into it means moving to Toronto and not going to post-secondary right away in order to pursue my dreams. But putting my all into it COULD STILL end up not working out. Then on the other hand, I could play it safe. And go to a school that I'm accepted into but not end up doing what I truly enjoy. It seems like right now it's hard work & doing what I'll enjoy vs. easy way out & not being truly happy in life ...

Sigh. Decisions. Those are my thoughts about my life today.

Bye for noww!

[08.09.2012]

I feel like typing so I'm just gonna type here :)

- got a job at Zellers! paid training :')
- special guy in my life, baaabe <3
- starting driving lessons next week

I get so lazy with these posts...

But here!

Mwaaaah